BitterSweetLove

Hi, I'm a girl. Im insecure always tell myself I'm not good enough. I put that fake smile and laugh on everyday to cover up my real story. I have been called every single negative word out there and is it sad to say "I'm used to it"? To be honest i have called people the same thing that I have been called so it makes me "feel better" From the outside looking in everything looks completely fine. It's not. I wish I was told "good morning beautiful" or get those long paragraph messages from a boy that is so in love with me. But then again it feels like I'm forever alone.. Obviously everything isn't bad, my friends and family take the pain away because they know the "real me" I could say I have a bad life and make you feel bad for me but thats not what I'm here for I love my friends they are my everything they don't know it because I don't tell them but they really are what keeps me together if it weren't for them I honestly don't know where I would be today. Message me if you would like. I'm here for you.